Dec 19, 2009 21:12
I've got such a good feeling about 2010. I don't know what it is- the total bust that has been the past few weeks, months, even the entire year, the fact that I'll be celebrating the New Year quietly with my family rather than throwing up off the side of some asshole's house, or just a good old cosmic shift. Either way, I think that incredible things are on the way because for once (and really, truly this time) I'm going to live for myself. I've spent the last 18 years trying to stay in the loop because I didn't want to miss out. But we're all doing the same shit- drinking, failing, fucking, finding contentment and then losing it.
I really don't know what the future holds but I do know that somewhere out there is a warm, safe, exciting feeling called happiness. I've been chasing it for a really long time so this time, I'm going to sit back and let it find me.