Exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies...
Okay well today was deffinately an emotional roller coaster and a half.I have decided that sometimes life really does suck.So yea I started off fine.My day was good.I had two parties at school and Nicole gave me a bunch of Pizzali cookies those Italian waffley looking ones.Or shall I say "Pizzalias" in the words of Leo.Lol he is such a funny kidd.So yea then I went to gym and just goofed off with Michelle as usual and I was fine.
So then I come home....and I start to get upset about *someone* and yes then my friend told someone else that it was her fault that I was upset and it wasn't.So she got all mad at me.And yes I know my friend was trying to help but he really just made things worse.
Okay so then I went to the mall and met Josh.And then I just had funn with him spending time with him.And so Jacky's daddy came to pick us up and bring us to the other mall.And so yea we get to the other mall and a short while later I see the girl that yes that *someone* I was upset about from up there,I saw the girl he likes or whatever or did and what not.And okay I should have taken all of this as a sign that i was going to see him...
So then yes then I see him and his dumb friend.And they were talking to Josh and I just got all upset and looked down and walked by.I started shaking and feeling sick.And all I wanted to do was go crawl up in a corner and like cry and like die.But I know it isn't worth it.But my whole little tough girl attitude about when I saw him how I was gonna tell him off completely faded and I got upset.So yea then Jacky n Josh helped me feel better.
And a lot of funn and funny stuff happened at the mall tonight too but yea...that's all for now.Till my next update...bye.
-Me
So then I come home....and I start to get upset about *someone* and yes then my friend told someone else that it was her fault that I was upset and it wasn't.So she got all mad at me.And yes I know my friend was trying to help but he really just made things worse.
Okay so then I went to the mall and met Josh.And then I just had funn with him spending time with him.And so Jacky's daddy came to pick us up and bring us to the other mall.And so yea we get to the other mall and a short while later I see the girl that yes that *someone* I was upset about from up there,I saw the girl he likes or whatever or did and what not.And okay I should have taken all of this as a sign that i was going to see him...
So then yes then I see him and his dumb friend.And they were talking to Josh and I just got all upset and looked down and walked by.I started shaking and feeling sick.And all I wanted to do was go crawl up in a corner and like cry and like die.But I know it isn't worth it.But my whole little tough girl attitude about when I saw him how I was gonna tell him off completely faded and I got upset.So yea then Jacky n Josh helped me feel better.
And a lot of funn and funny stuff happened at the mall tonight too but yea...that's all for now.Till my next update...bye.
-Me