You Know You Do You Kill Me Well...
Last day of math MCAS!!It's all over.Hopefully I don't fail and have to take it again.We have the biology Monday but that doesn't count.So it's all good no more stressing over that.This week when by like painfully slow.But so yea tonight I went to the movies with Nicole and her brother Jeremy.We saw Kicking And Screaming.It was pretty good.But so yea I dnno I was okay but then I started to just think about things so I decided to update about how I'm feeling.
Okay so yea me and Andy have been talking again lately.But I dnno I feel like he is just saying things to make me feel better and not be mad at him.In the end that just makes me feel worse and he knows that.I have told him this so many times because he does it frequently.I dnno I don't think he cares much about that or he wouldn't do it.I dnno ya know it makes me happy when people do or say certain things and actually mean them.That usually helps.So I don't know I was getting all upset again.
Gave John his stuff back at the mall tonight.I am kinda mean to him and I feel horribly bad but I dnno.I guess I know I broke my heart so that makes me run from him because I hate to hurt others.
I realized something today on the bus...though I will leave that for another date.
But yea I guess im outta here.
-Me
Okay so yea me and Andy have been talking again lately.But I dnno I feel like he is just saying things to make me feel better and not be mad at him.In the end that just makes me feel worse and he knows that.I have told him this so many times because he does it frequently.I dnno I don't think he cares much about that or he wouldn't do it.I dnno ya know it makes me happy when people do or say certain things and actually mean them.That usually helps.So I don't know I was getting all upset again.
Gave John his stuff back at the mall tonight.I am kinda mean to him and I feel horribly bad but I dnno.I guess I know I broke my heart so that makes me run from him because I hate to hurt others.
I realized something today on the bus...though I will leave that for another date.
But yea I guess im outta here.
-Me