it was all for you.

Jan 09, 2006 08:54


lately. people have been lying. to me. and it hurts. i cant take it. and i act happy, and i act like it doesnt bother me, i guess im getting everything i want, but it doesnt seem like its all happening at the right time. my mom of all fucking people. and daniel, he was lying to me and not telling me what he did the night before. but we fixed that, because i got fed up with it. and i told him, he cant keep lying to me. and i BROKE DOWN and i told him he cant do that to me. to the person he loves. its been so long since he had made me cry. and he made me cry the other day. but at home, its been a whole other story im confused, well i was until last night. when i broke down for the 651857654 time infront my my mom and dad and i screamed, and i yelled, i was so frustrated. and my mom was being a biiitch. and my dad was being an ass. so i guess my parents are going ot try and make things work, & dont get me wrong, i want them together, because i cant see my parents with anyone else but eachother. i second guess myself. i question myself. :[ so i broke, and im broken. and i cant put myself together. but daniels been helping me. ALOT. && i appreciate it. hes my everything. and he gave me the most amazing night on saturday. i love him so much.

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