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sometimes i wonder why i bother updating these things. does anyone read them? its kind of amusing actually, because aren't we all just talking to computers, using these things as some weird type of journal to vent our frustrations, make ourselves look better, or beg for attention? and well, i'm here too. i don't exactly know why, but habit is habit. i sit here and suck up all my time to do what? benefit a website. woo-hoo. what a worthy cause. yes i am a hypocrite because i will still write in this, but sometimes its just weird. the end.

melissa