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last night i went to homecoming it was too bad. after that we text dan(the guy from ym last entry) and we told him to come hang out with us and he did. we snuck out of my house and we talked untill like 2 cara didnt really say anything so i did most of the talking. after that we went to dans park we sat there while he got on myspace then he asked us to go back to his house so we went to his house and watched some short dumb movie then we watched some long dumb movie and we was on the bed and me and cara were on the couch and hes liek who ever wants to come to dan land can come with me and we both didn move then later on hes liek someone come and cara got up and went and layed down with him next thing i knew the movie was over so the tv turned off and i herd them making out and then i was looking at the time and it was 5 and i was liek cara we go tot go and im liek you can stay but i really go to go my moms oging ot killl me and shes liek yeah ill go then she didnt move and they started kssing again and i was liek ok we have to go and i got kinda mad and when we were leavign hes liek hug time and he huged her an gave hera akiss and then hugged me.As we were walking home my whole body started shaking and i felt liek i couldnt breath. but when we came home i wasnt talking to her and she asked me what was wrong but i dint say anything, it really made me mad that she did that after she said she wouldnt i know she liked him to but what the fuck is that i was so mad/ sad that i actually started crying.so i unded my night by crying my self to sleep. and every time i start thinking about it my hands start shaking and i get this emty feeling. it wad my idea to hang out with him but she ends up with having the best time and she knows it becuase she wont stop bragging. i wish i could take last ngiht back i really wish i could yeha i had fun hning out wih him but notliek that i didnt want to be in that situation it sucks so bad.