me be hating

[__pyrrhic]

i hate small talk. i seriously do. especially with people i don't like. i hate feeling awkward and having to think of topics that neither one of us are really interested in. i don't like small talk. please don't bother me. i'm perfectly fine when i'm all alone. i can amuse myself. so don't pity me when you see me alone. don't bother me. don't give me small talk. i don't need anything from you and vice versa. so don't give me small talk. do that when you need something from me, professionally. vice versa. it's nothing personal. it's not you. it's me. i just don't like the feeling. i don't like the feeling of trying hard to connect with someone. ang plastic ng dating. and what's more awkward is that it's so transparent that we are both trying. so for the good of everyone, just don't.

i'm not being mean. it's just how i feel. i seriously hate small talk. i also hate people who are being deliberately mean.