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So I'm cha cha chillin with my super huge book (the da vinci code), eatin some chips 'n' salsa, and drinking some ruby RED hawaiian punch ( with vitamin c!!!). Yah, you wish you were having as much fun as I am.
So, I would really like to have someone. Like a boyfriend would be nice. It would be really rad to know that someone cared about me, and liked me for who I am. Like, someone who didn't care if I looked ugly one day. Who didn't care if my hair was greasy and gross. Who didn't care if I wear the same pair of pants like 3 days a week. Who didn't care that I don't have a lot of friends that I can count on. Someone who was just...for me....
..Or a like..best friend would be nice too. Like, I don't even know. Sure I have some REALLY SUPA GOOD FRIENDS, but like...not someone who is like... MY best friend. Sure it may sound selfish of me, but it's like I have no one. And it's kind of sad. My dad is leaving next week, and who am I supposed to go to? Michelle's grounded, Kristyns who knows where, Katie's parents hate me, Cassidy thinks she's the "shit" basically and could care less if I call her crying or that I would do anything to have her back, my sophmore group or whatever is always busy and i never see them, and heather has her own little group that she's always busy with and stuff. And no, I"m not saying this to get your sympathy or any lame ass shit like that.
Whatever. I have to babysit tomorrow night, from 2:30 on saturday, to like afternoon on sunday. I guess Melissa or w/e was havin some show thang at the community center and I wanted to go to that. Heather's sister is havin her birthday party at butler skateland, and I wanted to go to that too. I wanted to go to Gabby's but I can't. I wanted to go to the movies, but I can't. I wanted to go to the mall with Katie but I can't. *sigh*. I don't even think she's gonna pay me either!!! SO my cousin chantel, she's like....25 or something like that. And she had one daughter from her 1st marriage. they divorced. (1 kid). got remarried, but he already had a daughter from HIS first marraige (2 kids). then, they have two sonds together (final count: 4 kids). AND I DON'T EVEN THINK I'M GETTING PAID.
oh well. least I'll have time to think.
oh. and catch up on my homework hahaha
i think im chilaxxin with michelle tonight. hopefully, cuz im bored as a mutha fucka.
So, I would really like to have someone. Like a boyfriend would be nice. It would be really rad to know that someone cared about me, and liked me for who I am. Like, someone who didn't care if I looked ugly one day. Who didn't care if my hair was greasy and gross. Who didn't care if I wear the same pair of pants like 3 days a week. Who didn't care that I don't have a lot of friends that I can count on. Someone who was just...for me....
..Or a like..best friend would be nice too. Like, I don't even know. Sure I have some REALLY SUPA GOOD FRIENDS, but like...not someone who is like... MY best friend. Sure it may sound selfish of me, but it's like I have no one. And it's kind of sad. My dad is leaving next week, and who am I supposed to go to? Michelle's grounded, Kristyns who knows where, Katie's parents hate me, Cassidy thinks she's the "shit" basically and could care less if I call her crying or that I would do anything to have her back, my sophmore group or whatever is always busy and i never see them, and heather has her own little group that she's always busy with and stuff. And no, I"m not saying this to get your sympathy or any lame ass shit like that.
Whatever. I have to babysit tomorrow night, from 2:30 on saturday, to like afternoon on sunday. I guess Melissa or w/e was havin some show thang at the community center and I wanted to go to that. Heather's sister is havin her birthday party at butler skateland, and I wanted to go to that too. I wanted to go to Gabby's but I can't. I wanted to go to the movies, but I can't. I wanted to go to the mall with Katie but I can't. *sigh*. I don't even think she's gonna pay me either!!! SO my cousin chantel, she's like....25 or something like that. And she had one daughter from her 1st marriage. they divorced. (1 kid). got remarried, but he already had a daughter from HIS first marraige (2 kids). then, they have two sonds together (final count: 4 kids). AND I DON'T EVEN THINK I'M GETTING PAID.
oh well. least I'll have time to think.
oh. and catch up on my homework hahaha
i think im chilaxxin with michelle tonight. hopefully, cuz im bored as a mutha fucka.