Yr not bigger than this not better, why can't you learn?
i have to clean my room in a minute
i've decided i'm going to move
but i hate castle hill and having to live with Rosanna.
But i don't like Umina any better i spose at least i'd have new people to hang with
that hopefully won't go out with each other etc.
I'm going to buy things off ebay
Zacs dad has hepatitis A and told me i could possibly have
caught it off Zac if he has it.
But i have had my shots thankgod
going driving tonight possibly drop in at Kales BUT
i dont think i will drink
or i might have some wine but only a little.
i think i might have to go to bdo with Neil.
i feel sick
and i wish i could kill myself
but i don't want to be selfish cause it would make mum etc sad
or just weirded out anyway, i don't think my death would cause sadness.
i feel like i have no one to talk to
My friends think i ditch them for Zac
i don't though.
i've decided i'm going to move
but i hate castle hill and having to live with Rosanna.
But i don't like Umina any better i spose at least i'd have new people to hang with
that hopefully won't go out with each other etc.
I'm going to buy things off ebay
Zacs dad has hepatitis A and told me i could possibly have
caught it off Zac if he has it.
But i have had my shots thankgod
going driving tonight possibly drop in at Kales BUT
i dont think i will drink
or i might have some wine but only a little.
i think i might have to go to bdo with Neil.
i feel sick
and i wish i could kill myself
but i don't want to be selfish cause it would make mum etc sad
or just weirded out anyway, i don't think my death would cause sadness.
i feel like i have no one to talk to
My friends think i ditch them for Zac
i don't though.