WHAT A PAIN IN THE ARSE MAN
i just talked to mum and dad. they both hated my idea about taking a year off.. crap. im soo angry right now. they wont even hear me out.. how stupid is that!!!!!!! they dont understand that if i dont get my first choice approved this year i wont accept my second choice!! my second choice is just soo not me and i fucking dunno why i picked it in the first place.. argh.. guess i just tried to be someone im not because my mum sooo badly wanted me to pick it! omg.. this is such a pain in the arse!!
i absolutely DONT want to go to that school. its just spoiled brats there and thats sooo not me!! well.. i can be a bit spoiled sometimes.. but i am not a spoiled brat!!!
anyways.. i dunno why i even bothered talking to 'em about this in the first place. i knew mom was against it from the beginning, but i though dad would be a bit more understanding!! but i was fucking WRONG. i seem to be wrong alot these days!!
BUT.. i dont know yet if i get my first choice approved or not so i gotta stop babbling about this and just chill a day or two.. or three 'till i get my answer. if i dont get it approved im fucking dead.. if i get it approved.. im hella happy man!!!!!!!!!!! =) =) =)
i absolutely DONT want to go to that school. its just spoiled brats there and thats sooo not me!! well.. i can be a bit spoiled sometimes.. but i am not a spoiled brat!!!
anyways.. i dunno why i even bothered talking to 'em about this in the first place. i knew mom was against it from the beginning, but i though dad would be a bit more understanding!! but i was fucking WRONG. i seem to be wrong alot these days!!
BUT.. i dont know yet if i get my first choice approved or not so i gotta stop babbling about this and just chill a day or two.. or three 'till i get my answer. if i dont get it approved im fucking dead.. if i get it approved.. im hella happy man!!!!!!!!!!! =) =) =)