no one wants to pay to see your happiness
okay my mood has dramatically changed in the last 2 hours or so i have no idea why but i dont like it very much. i remembered how much i hate people in general.
and i realised that nothing has changed in my life in ages how lame is that. im so bored of everything at the minute it makes me frustrated and therefore sad cos that is the pattern i tend to follow.
i mean yesh ive had some really cool fun times in the last couple of weeks but its like a small beep beep up in a continuous dragging down , no actually its not even down its just nothing.
right now i cant even be bothered to go to sleep, i cant be bothered to dream or anything just pfft, when i wake up tomorrow itl be exactly the same.
this is kinda a pointless silly teen moan really..am sorry :( but feeling like this for no reason is stoopid and now i feel kinda bad for moaning when people have a much worse deal than me, ah am rubbish.
i think i would like a hug until i have to face that college place tomorrow *shivers*
anyway i may retrack this entry tomorrow cause its meaningless :)
and i realised that nothing has changed in my life in ages how lame is that. im so bored of everything at the minute it makes me frustrated and therefore sad cos that is the pattern i tend to follow.
i mean yesh ive had some really cool fun times in the last couple of weeks but its like a small beep beep up in a continuous dragging down , no actually its not even down its just nothing.
right now i cant even be bothered to go to sleep, i cant be bothered to dream or anything just pfft, when i wake up tomorrow itl be exactly the same.
this is kinda a pointless silly teen moan really..am sorry :( but feeling like this for no reason is stoopid and now i feel kinda bad for moaning when people have a much worse deal than me, ah am rubbish.
i think i would like a hug until i have to face that college place tomorrow *shivers*
anyway i may retrack this entry tomorrow cause its meaningless :)