Good: Birdfur recorded a demo. We're going to rerecord it with Bryan's vocals pretty soon. We'll start playing shows in March.
Good/Bad: I'm sitting on some of my favorite substance. However, I keep having to put it off until people follow through and join me.
Bad: I'm having dreams of death. I'm so interested in what's next but I'm scared about getting there. No, no, no, I'm not saying I want to die. I'm saying I couldn't stop thinking about it one night, and I couldn't sleep because of it.
Bad: I'm having fatigue problems during class besides a good night's rest.
Bad: School is stressing me the fuck out already. I'm about ready to check out and burn out.
Good: I got my new Marshall half-stack. Coupled with my Fender Jaguar HH, it sounds fucking bitchin'!! Although, I have to keep it down in my dorm.
Good: Carson and Austin and I along with one of their friends are in the process of getting a house in Flagstaff. Wish us luck.
Bad: My computer crashed. Data Doctors say its not my power supply, so my motherboard is fried. This means I have to buy a new motherboard, processor, and possibly a new hard drive depending. All my other peripherals work though.
Bad: My phone is out of use until Friday because I'm switching phones with my mom. I won't see her and my dad until Friday or Sunday.
Bad: I have to read so many god damned books and write about them.
Bad: My joints are hurting.
Bad: I miss Emily a lot. Spring Break is too far away.
Bad: I don't want to be in school but I'm afraid of what the fuck I'll do once out.
Good: No matter what happens, I believe I'll make the right decisions in life. Like staying in school even if it kills me.
REALLY GOOD: This always cheers me up for any reason. Girlfriend dumped you, Grant? Pissing razorblades, Grant? Losing bowel control, Grant? It doesn't matter, this always makes me laugh out loud.
That and Mr. Show with Bob Odenkirk and DAVID FUCKING CROSS!!!
I guess things are semi-ok for me.