How It's Evolved
What hurt me the worst was how it abruptly ended without warning. There were no arguments or fights or anything, everything was perfect.
Now what hurts even more is that now an admitted possible factor of her leaving is of my past, which had nothing to do with us from start to end.
I still miss her a lot. I wonder if she still misses me. I'm still sad about her. She's still sad about me and life in general (and her sadness about life may never change).
I hope one day she finds happiness.
I wish it didn't have to end like this.
Now what hurts even more is that now an admitted possible factor of her leaving is of my past, which had nothing to do with us from start to end.
I still miss her a lot. I wonder if she still misses me. I'm still sad about her. She's still sad about me and life in general (and her sadness about life may never change).
I hope one day she finds happiness.
I wish it didn't have to end like this.