i hate being sick...
this really sucks...i have nothing to do at home alone...part of me wants to be at school right now??
so sunday after dance i started feeling really light-headed but i thought it was just the newly painted white walls at the studio...so i went to school monday and felt like shit. yay!! i knew i had a fever but if i went home sick i couldnt go to seths track meet. :( so i sucked it up and went anyways...biiig mistake!!
then yesterday i had r-mettes at 6am and i was fine..just a sore throat but by lunch i had a 101.8 fever soo yeah i went home...idk i cant remember the last time i had a fever...kinda scary
then last night my mom insisted on taking my temp again and it was 101.5!! yay!! so she wouldnt let me go to school today...and scheduled me a doctors appointment ((which i didnt think was necessary)) whatever. so yeah i couldnt get to sleep last night and woke up soaked--->SICK!!! but yeah i went in to the doc at 9 and was tested for strept throat but it came back negative...so they poked my finger...so according to my white blood cell count i have a bacterial infection?? wonderful...and i guess if i dont feel better soon i have to go in and get tested for mono. ThATS THE LAST THING I NEED RIGHT NOW!!! miss school for a month...damn
im just really stressed about everything...this happens every year about this time but it seems to just get worse each time. i dont want to take semester finals...im lost in algebra 2 again...im going on a field trip all day tomorrow ((if i go to school)) and the last part of the day of friday...AND everyone it seems like has been really down lately...we arent as happy as we all used to be!! i dont even care about my birthday nemore...whoo hoo i'll be 16...yeah i dont care...then i'll prolly have to find a new job cuz the one i applied for i dont think i'll get paid...its voluntary? what the hell?
i dont think i can go to dance tonight...but i might just sit and watch cuz i dont know my recital dances very well...and our last competition is on sunday...thank god.
this entry is really depressing...mine are always so happy!! lol but i feel like shit so it all works out right?!
on one last (good) note: we're gunna get a 4-wheeler!! its about freakin time!! geezus i'll actually have something fun to do when im stuck at home...but i know my mom is gunna be a safety freak about it...she was already laying down rules this morning and we havent even decided 100% that we're buying it! my dad will be cool about it tho...
well im gunna try to lay down again...i hope everyone is having a great day at school...hopefully i'll be back tomorrow!!
later kids!
..steph..
so sunday after dance i started feeling really light-headed but i thought it was just the newly painted white walls at the studio...so i went to school monday and felt like shit. yay!! i knew i had a fever but if i went home sick i couldnt go to seths track meet. :( so i sucked it up and went anyways...biiig mistake!!
then yesterday i had r-mettes at 6am and i was fine..just a sore throat but by lunch i had a 101.8 fever soo yeah i went home...idk i cant remember the last time i had a fever...kinda scary
then last night my mom insisted on taking my temp again and it was 101.5!! yay!! so she wouldnt let me go to school today...and scheduled me a doctors appointment ((which i didnt think was necessary)) whatever. so yeah i couldnt get to sleep last night and woke up soaked--->SICK!!! but yeah i went in to the doc at 9 and was tested for strept throat but it came back negative...so they poked my finger...so according to my white blood cell count i have a bacterial infection?? wonderful...and i guess if i dont feel better soon i have to go in and get tested for mono. ThATS THE LAST THING I NEED RIGHT NOW!!! miss school for a month...damn
im just really stressed about everything...this happens every year about this time but it seems to just get worse each time. i dont want to take semester finals...im lost in algebra 2 again...im going on a field trip all day tomorrow ((if i go to school)) and the last part of the day of friday...AND everyone it seems like has been really down lately...we arent as happy as we all used to be!! i dont even care about my birthday nemore...whoo hoo i'll be 16...yeah i dont care...then i'll prolly have to find a new job cuz the one i applied for i dont think i'll get paid...its voluntary? what the hell?
i dont think i can go to dance tonight...but i might just sit and watch cuz i dont know my recital dances very well...and our last competition is on sunday...thank god.
this entry is really depressing...mine are always so happy!! lol but i feel like shit so it all works out right?!
on one last (good) note: we're gunna get a 4-wheeler!! its about freakin time!! geezus i'll actually have something fun to do when im stuck at home...but i know my mom is gunna be a safety freak about it...she was already laying down rules this morning and we havent even decided 100% that we're buying it! my dad will be cool about it tho...
well im gunna try to lay down again...i hope everyone is having a great day at school...hopefully i'll be back tomorrow!!
later kids!
..steph..