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that sucked.
the flood destroyed everything in my basement.
i didn't have electricity, heat, or hot water
for almost a week. today and yesterday were clean
up day. which were extremely depressing.
especially watching everything being shoved into
a garbage truck.
but the waters gone, i have one week of school left,
and the weather is fabulous. so i'm trying to look
on the bright side.

i'm nervous, scared shitless about next year.
hopefully i'll find some place i can afford.
and i've decided that i want to live alone.
i don't want to have to meet some random, be
friends with them, live with them, and depend
on them for half the rent. i want to have my own
space. i don't care if it's a little hole in the wall
at least it will be my own.
in my mind..it's either i live by myself or with rosie.
but rosie is going to buffalo.
i'm so happy and excited for her, but i'm not too sure
how i'm going to live without her. i mean we only see
eachother once in awhile. but just the fact
that she'll be so far away..i don't know.

ramble..over