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shew these past few days have been BAD. i cant seem to make my boyfriend happy... no matter what i do. i try really hard... i wanna be with him so badly.. but im not getting the same thing back from him.
ive been going to coeburn for the last week. its been fun... just like old times. ive missed it. but... then again i want more... i want a good relationship full of love ... from BOTH ends. to bad i will never get it again. i guess im just gonna have to face it.
ive gotten so many offers from guys to be their girlfriend.. they are great guys.. and i have known a few of them for a while... and i know they would treat me very well... but no matter how good they look.. or how nice they will be... i will keep holding out... hoping that maybe He will look my way.. even if its just for a moment. thats what im waiting for....
why cant you like me?? am i that difficult? am i not as good as anyone else?
or maybe this wont work... but there is still that small chance it will.. and i will never let that go as long as YOU dont....
COME HOME
Stuck between the do or die
I feel emaciated
Hard to breathe I try and try
I'll get asphyxiated
Swinging from the tallest height
With nothing left to hold on to
Every sky is blue
But not for me and you
Come home
Glass and petrol vodka gin
It feels like breathing methane
Throw yourself from skin to skin
And still it doesn't dull the pain
Vanish like a lipstick trace
It always blows me away
Every cloud is gray
With dreams of yesterday
Come home
Always goes against the grain
And I can try and deny it
Give a monkey half a brain
And still he's bound to fry it
Now the happening scene is dead
I used to want to be there too
EVERY SKY IS BLUE
BUT NO FOR ME AND YOU
ive been going to coeburn for the last week. its been fun... just like old times. ive missed it. but... then again i want more... i want a good relationship full of love ... from BOTH ends. to bad i will never get it again. i guess im just gonna have to face it.
ive gotten so many offers from guys to be their girlfriend.. they are great guys.. and i have known a few of them for a while... and i know they would treat me very well... but no matter how good they look.. or how nice they will be... i will keep holding out... hoping that maybe He will look my way.. even if its just for a moment. thats what im waiting for....
why cant you like me?? am i that difficult? am i not as good as anyone else?
or maybe this wont work... but there is still that small chance it will.. and i will never let that go as long as YOU dont....
COME HOME
Stuck between the do or die
I feel emaciated
Hard to breathe I try and try
I'll get asphyxiated
Swinging from the tallest height
With nothing left to hold on to
Every sky is blue
But not for me and you
Come home
Glass and petrol vodka gin
It feels like breathing methane
Throw yourself from skin to skin
And still it doesn't dull the pain
Vanish like a lipstick trace
It always blows me away
Every cloud is gray
With dreams of yesterday
Come home
Always goes against the grain
And I can try and deny it
Give a monkey half a brain
And still he's bound to fry it
Now the happening scene is dead
I used to want to be there too
EVERY SKY IS BLUE
BUT NO FOR ME AND YOU