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everything is so hectic now.
i've come to terms with my upcoming birthday(as much as i can expect myself to) and i'm looking forward to seeing all of my friends in one common area.
however, a certain birthday tradition this year is more than likely not happening. that friend seems to have morphed into a strange, incompetent, shell of a person.. and honestly, i want nothing to do with that. which makes my "daily phone calls" that she "avoids constantly" seem more like a lie.
camping tonight, my first real time. this better go well, hopefully we find a place and remember toilet paper.
i've come to terms with my upcoming birthday(as much as i can expect myself to) and i'm looking forward to seeing all of my friends in one common area.
however, a certain birthday tradition this year is more than likely not happening. that friend seems to have morphed into a strange, incompetent, shell of a person.. and honestly, i want nothing to do with that. which makes my "daily phone calls" that she "avoids constantly" seem more like a lie.
camping tonight, my first real time. this better go well, hopefully we find a place and remember toilet paper.