Dec 22, 2004 04:17
today was okay. school was kinda fun. ryan gave me a card witch made me happy because he is usually an ass to me but i guess he is in the christmas mood. haha yeah so allie got me a condom for christmas, not a pack or anything just one... lol idky... it was random but cute. thanks babe.kimmie stayed after school with me and then my mom picked us up.
so lately its really been bothering me how everything just doesn't work out as i would like it. i mean i know you cant always get what you want but i don't really want a lot. i just want what i cant have. i hate myself so much for loving you. i also hate how people alway fade out of your life when they promise to be there forever but what ever i guess promises are meant to be broke.
i cant wait till we go to the city kimmie its going to be SO much fun!
♥