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I hate to make Lavender happy but it seems to be the only solution.
It's been around four years, do you know that Ron? I've liked you for four years of my life. Four years, even though you said horrible things to me, made me feel like a hideously ugly, little 6 year old and completely confused me as to why. Four years. I tried to have a relationship but couldn't. I couldn't stop thinking about you.
But today, I realised that perhaps I made a mistake. I was angry at you, then just disappointed. Then, you act as if I should fix our relationship! It's your fault! I told you I didn't care anymore, I just felt disappointed that you would do so many things that I consider so very intimate with a girl you had barely any interest in! It doesn't feel like a relationship anymore!
Ok, I'm babbling. But basically, it's over. I'm sick of having my heart strings pulled. Everytime I think everything's alright, something happens. You get furious over my friendships, you hide things from me. I just don't have time to be hurt anymore. Things were so much less complicated when I was unattached.
So until you try and fix our relationship, I am no longer your girlfriend. I love you, but right now I can't be with you.
Hopefully now everything can calm down. I swear to God, Lavender, if another book hits me I wil practice my advanced NEWT level jixes on you!
I'm sorry to everyone else who has to witness this mess. You should all just ignore it. I'm out of this stupid love triangle now. It's ridiculous - like one of the soap operas my mother watches. Or romance novels, without the sappy ending.