sorry took so long

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it took so long to up date and i am sorry
you probably forgot about me
i have blonde hair now
mhm.
a bf named jordan, who is wonderful
i recently got in major trouble but
everything is okay.
i am just going to type whatever now
let it all hang out
many scary, wronge, wonderful, tragic, perfect things all have happened. nick and i are no longer, we dont speak. he is going thro a tragic time. my grandpa isnt doing well at all. even tho i dont like him one bit and i hate him in a different way, i still love him. nayway i must run.