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Jan 30, 2006 18:11

i got this from greys anatomy
it isnt the exact quote but whatever

there is a line that people dare to cross , they cross it maybe for the thrill or knowing they can. but once you cross that line you can never go back

yeah casey and i broke up , he found another girl. its okay i am fine. this week has been hell for me. i am thank ful
it feels like i have woken up from a cold and icy sleep. i can breath knowing that the next breath will be their. i have put things to rest. my regrets everything. i wrote a long letter to my best friend. after writing and crying i knew we will be okay. he is my best friend, that second breath that will always be there, even if you think it wont be. i regret alot of shit. i do . i have always been scared to take the next step into a huge relationship. i finally fully realized, its worth it. i have lost so many great things because of that fear. such a silly fear. i was trying to fit a square into a circle. we were alot of like but very different. casey and i. its okay. it really is. i have great friends i do. i messed up recently with one. and i finally found out on thursday and talked about it on friday with her. i was so scared because she is such a great person. back to that quote. i crossed over the line. just for the thrill and seeing if i could do it. you cant go back but in a strange way you can. i did cross back over the line but found out things had changed while i was away. relationships often crash and burn but a friendship stays imprinted in your heart. i am going blonde this weekend. piercing i think my nose again and maybe soething else. taylor is coming over and boy we will have a blast, hopefully jessica will come over and are triangle will be complete. i love my girls, and my best friend. they are my second breath.
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