Jun 03, 2005 11:41
A couple of nights ago we burned her stuff together. it wasnt mine to burn but it was His to let go. i didnt ask Him to do what He did. He just did it. He called me and said "she is ashes."
A couple of hours ago i cringed when a past piece of my heart(long ago disguarded) told me he wanted my heart back. i made sure he knew that i no longer had a heart. that it belonged to someone who gave me His heart in return. i called Him and said "he is dust."
A couple of minutes ago He came to me and whispered all of His heart's truths in my ear. we untied each others tethers of the past and left the past behind. recognizing nothing but the future. such a sweet revival, self inflicted.