May 17, 2005 09:43
well my party was tons of fun. o only got to my kitten for a day, but she was really cute. if you wanna see a pic of her go look at her on amy's lj. well i cant wait for freakin school to get out. but im gonna be so busy this summer. im going to be gone a total of 4 weeks. which is gonna suck!!i was really hopin to hang out with a lot of my friends that i have kinda lost touch with. guys are soooo stupid. they really are! i just give up on them. they just SUCK!!!!! but ne ways its kinda startin to hit me o shit im gonna be a senior. in a year from now im gonna be graduating in a year!!! omg. i dont want to grow up!!! i still have no idea where i wanna go. i know i have some colleges in mind but i dont know where i wanna go. im so nervous that i wont pick the right school or that i wont do well. im just so scared. the protective little bubble that i have been living in has been popped bc im not little ne more and i have to grow up. ugh!!! so many thoughts just running through my head. i cant get them all out. i know i shouldnt worry bc all of this is a year away but i cant help it. well i gotta go so bye!