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i have realized something from reading other peoples live journals that i dont know why this is...but for some reason everything that i do ends up in a world of shit...this weekend was so horrible that i cant even imagine why i did any of it....this weekend was supposed to be the best weekend right well i guess it didnt end up that way...of course i did have fun hanging out with briana...but i dont know something seems not right to her to me anymore...i mean people probably cant understand what we are going through since it always seems to be just us that get it like this....pretty fucking gay....well lets see friday was fun until my mom wanted me to call her from brianas house...then we really didnt do anything after that.....friday night i dont even want to remember that night EVER again...it was something that i should of NEVER done...same with saturday night....fucking what the hell is wrong with me!!! urgh well lets see i dont know why it always ends up that everything bad always happens to briana and me?!? im sorry that we arnt perfect princesses like some people :cough cough: but we cant help it...i know that we should be like that but who wants to be perfect? its soo boring there is nothing that u can do...WAIT i TAKE THAT BACK!! ok if u are perfect u can do ANYTHING and still make people believe something WAY different....like if you do something really bad and i know you all know what i mean....and then tell people something TOTALLY different they will believe you right because u are soo perfect and nothing bad is EVER Supposed to happen to her and if something is true they make it so it isnt that bad and then they will go kick his ass right?!?! well what the fuck i cant believe that people are so fucking naive! whatever u know what i dont care nemore...ok so spencer right i thought that we were friends....yea no that is WRONG ok he calls me a Drunk Bitch and then tells briana that he doesnt want "that fucking drunk bitch" (talking about me) to ever come near his house and shit like that ok he can hang out with stacey and briana at the beggining of the summer and then say i thought that u hated her to briana and im guessing stacey told them the "story" of how i was a bitch and how everything was my fault blah blah blah....i dont see why everyone hates my fucking guts....i dont know maybe i shouldnt have any friends if they all hate me so damn much...argh i hate this stupid ass school...i want to go to a different one.....but i cant because of swim...u know what i think that i will do after swim season senior year if things arnt better then i am gonna go to a different school....i hate people tho...all they do is nag and complain like that i am doing right now so i guess that was hypocritical....oo well u know what everyone is a hypocrite so whatever dont give me shit about it....neways well i think that this is enough of me complaining and making it seem like i have the worst life ever...even though it is gettin pretty close to that...whatever