wow
its been a while..
haha i bet no one was expecting a post from me
or even remembers me
i remember how often i used to use this
and how close i was with some of you
and now i doubt anyone remembers me
i dont even talk to jessy anymore
who would have seen that coming?
not me.
i miss a lot of people i used to be close with..
I swear I'll take just one lifetime [05 Dec 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | "Letters To God" Box Car Racer ]
How come everyone's doing stupid things? lol seriously though, everyone's off getting high, getting drunk, fucking someone they'll never see again, and seriously, whats the point of it all? Yeah, I know life's short and all but seriously, it's like 1 night of fun, you forget about it, and in the end it doesn't matter. cuz you know, brain damage isn't a big deal. *rolls eyes*
ANYWAY. im fuckin tired. i had to go to this stupid radio thing with my sister and then to some store, and now im whoa. so tired.
lol, but im still so excited about pictures tomorrow. yay.
Too bad I've become everything I described as "stupid" (minus getting high)
Had the Michelle 5 years ago met the Michelle typing this..
She'd hate her
I nearly do now.
What have I done with my life?
Why did I let Jessy go?
And all the people I swore I couldn't live without?
I've come so far
And I've changed so much..
haha i bet no one was expecting a post from me
or even remembers me
i remember how often i used to use this
and how close i was with some of you
and now i doubt anyone remembers me
i dont even talk to jessy anymore
who would have seen that coming?
not me.
i miss a lot of people i used to be close with..
I swear I'll take just one lifetime [05 Dec 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | "Letters To God" Box Car Racer ]
How come everyone's doing stupid things? lol seriously though, everyone's off getting high, getting drunk, fucking someone they'll never see again, and seriously, whats the point of it all? Yeah, I know life's short and all but seriously, it's like 1 night of fun, you forget about it, and in the end it doesn't matter. cuz you know, brain damage isn't a big deal. *rolls eyes*
ANYWAY. im fuckin tired. i had to go to this stupid radio thing with my sister and then to some store, and now im whoa. so tired.
lol, but im still so excited about pictures tomorrow. yay.
Too bad I've become everything I described as "stupid" (minus getting high)
Had the Michelle 5 years ago met the Michelle typing this..
She'd hate her
I nearly do now.
What have I done with my life?
Why did I let Jessy go?
And all the people I swore I couldn't live without?
I've come so far
And I've changed so much..