Jul 20, 2005 10:19
So it's been nearly a month since I've updated this thing. I don't really have anything clever or witty to say, so I figured I'd just go with how I'm feeling.
I'm completely in love with this boy. It's insane. I know I fucked it up a bit at the start. But this boy is everything I've ever wanted. He says the right things at the right times, and knows when to be quiet. He's the best thing that could've happened to me. well..he'd be the best thing if he could get me motivated to do my school work.
2 weeks later, ten assignments still not done and I'm contemplating not going back. I've managed to waste these two weeks of holidays, doing absolutely nothing bar occasionally working. Damnit. But on the positive side, I found my formal dress
Black. Backless. Full length. Petticoat. It's beautiful. I'll be sure to put some pictures up. But it's the nicest dress in the entire world. It's slimming! Yay for it! And it's a size 10. Feel good inc.
I think I'm going to have to resign to the fact that this school year has been a waste of time and that I might have to repeat it next year. But hey, what's a year out of my entire life? I'm 18 in 5 months.
I miss my boyfriend. I think I'm getting too clingy. It just seems like he's keeping me all together at the moment. No overdramatics, just the truth. He's keeping me sane. Well. more so than usual. He's all I seem to be thinking about, and it's almost as if I just waste the day until I get to see him. Oh geez.
But that was my update.
I'm lacking direction but I'm amazingly fucking content.
it's beautiful
I love it all
xx