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well.. tried to move on and date someone else... not workin for me. im still too in love with joey. More then i thought. It just didnt feel right. it felt like i was doing something wrong. I wanna go see him. i wanna see how hes doing. nd what hes been up 2. I feel bad cuz that chris guy really liked me i guess. thats what he told my brother and my cousin. but i didnt wanna hurt him or nothing and i just cant be with anyone right now. except joey. not like that will prolly happen.
havent drank in awhile. since me nd joey broke up basically. when i was drinkin nd shit alot nd bein fucked up everyday. mayybe thats a good thing.
yeah the only guy i find remotely attractive is joey. im not attracted to anyother guys. but i wanna gf. i been talkin to a couple girls. but none i really like. i mean like it feels wrong with guys nd im not attracted to any guys. but im still atracted to chicks and stuff and wanna be with a chick. what does that tell me? hm weird.
but im out. ill update soon<3
_love_tali_
havent drank in awhile. since me nd joey broke up basically. when i was drinkin nd shit alot nd bein fucked up everyday. mayybe thats a good thing.
yeah the only guy i find remotely attractive is joey. im not attracted to anyother guys. but i wanna gf. i been talkin to a couple girls. but none i really like. i mean like it feels wrong with guys nd im not attracted to any guys. but im still atracted to chicks and stuff and wanna be with a chick. what does that tell me? hm weird.
but im out. ill update soon<3
_love_tali_