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welll a couple of my teachers called my ma and dad yesterday telling them that im about to get kicked outta school for all my absenses... so i told them im just gunna drop out. which is what im gunna do. Im gunna drop out for this semester and then go to asher next semester. but get this they are making me get a job and pay rent now too. So today i gotta go find a job and shit.. wish me luck. they dont know how much ima have to pay yet.. prolly a couple hundred a month.
Got drunk as all hell last night.. but not a goofy drunk just a sit there and be depressed drunk.. then mom smoked with me bcuz i got her some budd,,,, but other then that... nothin really happened tho. im sitting here with cait.. she got outta class...
i dont know what to do tho. i have no clue where to start and shit for lookin for a job. and i gotta walk or take the bus to wherever im workin.. nd i have to ask to use the phone and shit... i wouldnt be suprised ifthey made me buy my own food and shit..
however, ma told me that im not grounded or anything whch is a huge suprise. She told me that she cant control me anymore that ima do what i wanna do. So pretty much i can do and go wherever i want. But idk... its rough.,.my own ma and dad who ive been soo close with untill yesterday again is makin me go through this shit. imean me and my ma was getting really really close again.. and its like eating me away now. Cuz I fucked all that up bcuz im stupid... but oh well what can you do...nothing........
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Got drunk as all hell last night.. but not a goofy drunk just a sit there and be depressed drunk.. then mom smoked with me bcuz i got her some budd,,,, but other then that... nothin really happened tho. im sitting here with cait.. she got outta class...
i dont know what to do tho. i have no clue where to start and shit for lookin for a job. and i gotta walk or take the bus to wherever im workin.. nd i have to ask to use the phone and shit... i wouldnt be suprised ifthey made me buy my own food and shit..
however, ma told me that im not grounded or anything whch is a huge suprise. She told me that she cant control me anymore that ima do what i wanna do. So pretty much i can do and go wherever i want. But idk... its rough.,.my own ma and dad who ive been soo close with untill yesterday again is makin me go through this shit. imean me and my ma was getting really really close again.. and its like eating me away now. Cuz I fucked all that up bcuz im stupid... but oh well what can you do...nothing........
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