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and still for some reason...
the dreams dont stop comming, the tears dont stop flowing..
when is this going to get any easier?
i just dont understand.
i would never want him to feel this lonely.
even though hes not.
but id appreciate at least something from him.
i lost my only way to ever communicate with him.
now what.
i no longer can call to just hear his voice.
i no longer can leave an oh-so-desperate message then erase it.
i cant say i heard you today.. you sounded happy.
this is stupid. im just 15. i dont know what fucking love is.
but what the hell is this then??
if you could tell me, id like to hear it.
"so sick so sick of being tierd and oh so tierd of being sick"
"so obviously desperate so desperatly obviouse... <\3
i think ineed help
the dreams dont stop comming, the tears dont stop flowing..
when is this going to get any easier?
i just dont understand.
i would never want him to feel this lonely.
even though hes not.
but id appreciate at least something from him.
i lost my only way to ever communicate with him.
now what.
i no longer can call to just hear his voice.
i no longer can leave an oh-so-desperate message then erase it.
i cant say i heard you today.. you sounded happy.
this is stupid. im just 15. i dont know what fucking love is.
but what the hell is this then??
if you could tell me, id like to hear it.
"so sick so sick of being tierd and oh so tierd of being sick"
"so obviously desperate so desperatly obviouse... <\3
i think ineed help