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Lately, I've been listening to a lot of the old emo shit I used to love from back in the day.
....Dashboard, Copeland, The early november......and all I can say is WOW.
It really takes me back.....lots of old feelings and memories are rushing through my mind and I honestly miss my high school days so much.
Of course, college is great. I've finally moved out into an apartment with super nice girls....I'm approaching my sophomore year (holy shit I'm getting old). I've been single for 9 months now....which is surprising, yet amazing.
But just listening to this music is putting me in this lonely, vulnerable mood. I'm not saying I like it, but it is starting to make me appreciate the good times I've had with my ex.
Although he's a total shithead and fucking dillhole now, I finally realized how grateful I was for the memories he's given me.
So now I'm actually wanting another boy! It's been so goddamn long and I miss that whole cuddling, spending time together, cute kisses and loving-ness sort of thing.
But in the back of my mind, I know that love fucking sucks and it always hurts people in the end.....I've already gone through too much shit in my past. I don't think I'm ready for that quite yet.
....Dashboard, Copeland, The early november......and all I can say is WOW.
It really takes me back.....lots of old feelings and memories are rushing through my mind and I honestly miss my high school days so much.
Of course, college is great. I've finally moved out into an apartment with super nice girls....I'm approaching my sophomore year (holy shit I'm getting old). I've been single for 9 months now....which is surprising, yet amazing.
But just listening to this music is putting me in this lonely, vulnerable mood. I'm not saying I like it, but it is starting to make me appreciate the good times I've had with my ex.
Although he's a total shithead and fucking dillhole now, I finally realized how grateful I was for the memories he's given me.
So now I'm actually wanting another boy! It's been so goddamn long and I miss that whole cuddling, spending time together, cute kisses and loving-ness sort of thing.
But in the back of my mind, I know that love fucking sucks and it always hurts people in the end.....I've already gone through too much shit in my past. I don't think I'm ready for that quite yet.