Mar 21, 2007 23:20
With spring break over and all the craziness from the wedding subsiding I need something new to look forward to. It can be really hard for me to stay motivated if I don't have something fun on the horizon. Easter is looking like it's going to be pretty lack luster as far as fun and exciting goes since we don't actually have days off and the Easter Bunny stopped being exciting about 12 years ago. The actual religious angle will be good but it's not what I mean. I'm working on mission papers and that is exciting but it still seems so distant.
I need something fun. I'm thinking pulling something together for my birthday. I haven't really done anything for my birthdays since my mom stopped planning parties. The gifts get boring becuase you start 'needing' things rather than getting what you want and my Mom started saying that I was growing up or a grown up and birthdays stop being fun. Anyway the point is I'm thinking that 21 is kind of your last chance to do something awesome for your birthday. Not that it will be all down hill from there. Just that I should take this chance if I can get it.
There was something here about my sucky birthdays but it was too whiny. I just want something worth remembering for once.