Aug 03, 2005 21:48
So i been in tha house since saturday because of my punishment..but, my mom was bein cool 2day and asked me if i wanted to chill wit earl 4 an hour so you already know i had him come pikk me up and my niqqa had a blunt already rolled upp..& a black n mild 4 afterwords. of course that was da first blunt of tha day so i was friedd alonq wit him. we went over to tha po0l n chilled 4 an hour...it was cool. i seen tha man yesterday while moms was at work he came over around 2am last nite to0..was qonna qo out to breakfast but i was knocked sry baby..when i qet off lock down we're qonna qo to tha movies..but oh yehh ya`ll ...I LIKE HIM SO MUCH and u know what-aqe isn't nothinq but a number i dont qiva fuk if he's 19 & i understand what he does and i accept it cause i wouldn't judqe anybody by anythinq but their pers0nality. I was talkinq to Christie yesterday and she said she was talkin to him and he is really into me 4real it was funny cause one nite we was on some patrone and qans & we qot to kissin and he was kissin on my nekk & mannn..i cant even explain well, i didn`t qet to tha last base yet..can`t qive him tha qoodies not yet he said im not into a rush to fuck you u make tha move when you want to i respect you cause you respect yourself and then we just cuddled.. hes been comin over ever since i qot on punishment brunq me a blakk n mild n a blunt i was happy ..haa i know im crazy ill qet a picture of him toniqht and show ya. u qotta see his tattoos. hes qot em all over .ahh its sexy 2 me. but nah im finally happy 4 a minute i wasn't openinq up to him just because i was afraid that i was qonna qet hurt but never aqain killa cuz i qot this N i qot a qood ass feelinq about it. He made me realize a whole bunch of shit about life..i need to start thinkin of what i want to be when i qet older. he told me i should qet into modelinq cause i could really make somethin of myself or whateva n what not so i dont know thouqh..hes smart and i qot tha best out of him..we talked on a different level and i never qot any of these other lil dudes to talk like that..i would say it would b him n earl. & mann i qot a feelin im qonna qive myself up to him cause im soo tempted and i mean why not? since ive only been with stefan and i'm not qonna do that with that boy anymore i mean whhy not? 2 aint badd.. ill do it when its rite. but DAMN i never knew lust could qet to you that bad. its qoinq real slow and smooth i like that. qod knew what i wanted in my life just to have someone special n close other than my bestfriends<3 i wanted him to stay tha nite toniqht but my little cousin macario is stayinq with me so he called n said hes qonna come in 4 a little bit so he can atleast hold me before he qoes to sleep =] i missed nites like those. i qot my room door to lock now & i just moved my room around so its nice chillin in here w. him he sold his rims he wants biqqer onez .. but uqh yehh. my badd for talkin ya heads off about him i quess im just really happy this time . and i can`t wait to b off punishment and see everyone like it use to b i miss em. paris is stayinq tha nite 2morrow nite..on and poppin around 2am we outta this bitch. haa<3
& low key..i feel someone on a different level too it aint qonna qo where rite now just because were both into somethin else rite now but hes my niqqa like a biq brother lookin out 4 me and i can still chill wit him on that tip..im qlad i qot someone like that i never knew he would come out to b this real. and thats tha thinq i favor tha most about a person is how str8 up they are. i really qot respect 4 him.
DEDICATED :
look babe hop in tha ride stash this hold that be cool turn tha sound up and roll that now you mines baby dont qet it twisted no trippin no house business you know i qot other niqqas i mean its plain and clear ima muthafukin playerr=] BUT, dont worry about tha other teammates lonq as you straiqht and tooken care of look here don`t worry about me boo just worry about how you follow my playa hand rules and everythinq will qo smooth just wait 4 me ill b rite bakk i aint qon b qone lonq qotta make a couple rounds hold it down while im qone this is some straiqht up shit boyy i cant tell you i love you but you aint just another niqqa i kinda qot feelins 4 ya u just play your part riqht dont slip and stay focused somebody miqht GET LAiD 0FF AND YOU MIGHT GET PROMOTED u a down ass one who im with when im in trouble you my maine one when my other one be on some other shit like ol boy i need you to keep my secrets im with tha dymes on tha qrind i dont have quality time to spend so what im sayin ima split it in 10's so like a reall 1 when i come as soon as i come let me hit it cuz i dont kno when ima b leavn aqain thats just me thats how i play it i hit tha pole and roll cuz i know no money and druqs dont come to tha front door now dont qo actin funny i cant qive u much time becuz time is money so wat we qon do is keep it cool dont call me ima call you and if you miss my call dont do that *67 dont call bakk or none of that see u qotta moms around i respect that i aint even qonna check that thats real i better qet tha same respect bakk ill write you siqn it sabrina theres no need to rep it i wanna keep this shit too so dont even tell ya bestfriend yet talkin all that cake shit really dont impress me but keepin it on tha down low then ill b impressed then so keep it to yaself it aint nobodys business what we do where we qo how we come where we been..like ol boy i need u to keep tha secrets..at least 4 rite now i qot it ill hold you down..ur like tha kind i kan settle down wit now boy im feelin like you are tha one roll up tha qans we can blow this blunt u have me trippin when we on tha qrind u need to roll wit me u kno im about to blow explode wit me qot me thinkin all tha time now look me in my eyes when i tell ya i can show ya that and promise me respect and never to neqlect u know what i do thats all i qot and i aint leavin that just know that ill treat you qood ill try my best now i aint qoin out like usher i aint confessin i wasnt there it aint happen so dont even ask no questions ey, im sabrina lil daddy consider me as a blessin ...
people started hatin when they realized i was worth more than chanqe and i know i aint an anqel and my life needs chanqe thats why i fall to my knees everynite and pray but then i heard they wanna ride on `em and bitch i aint scared...im at tha club everynite im everywhere
ENDIN IT WITH A GO0DNITE..qonna qo take a cold shower b4 he qets here..<3
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