Jul 18, 2005 17:19
Last nite was smooth.. went over diddy`s on tha east. Blew some GAN`S u already know & just chilled..it was cool. Tha nite b4 that stayed tha nite at Stefan`s. Had 2 q0 on a mission. I MISSED HIM!!!!!! Tha nite b4 that I stayed there toO. 0HH SHIT. N0..but it was weird..i was pilt & it didn't feel right - ALL J0KES ASIDE - not at all. I don't know if it was cuz i was hiqh Or not but it was crazy so i was in the bathroom at his house talkin to my bestfriend about shit. It made me feel better...cuz i was qoin crazy it was fucked up.But, thats always qonna be my baby 4ever & ALWAYS. ..Today its supposed to thunderstOrm && shyt I LUV em.
Still talkin` 2 CARLOS. & DAhMARI. but i really want someone else. I just want my car & ill be all GO0D. OHH child things are gonna get easier.
This summer has been fun thO . We still qot ALOT more days 2 come & i swear i'm gonna make those tha best .
<3
Maine, Bestfriends, Mary Jane, Cars, Systems, Parties, My cell phone, MUSIC, Sneakin out, Bein w/ Him, Kisses, Swimming, Mall, Palladium & AHHH I dont even wanna put tha rest down.. i dont want summer to b over yet :-\
DC CHICK SIGNIN OUT+ hit em up 605*1569
My friends on the streets stopped so abrupt.."What's wrong" they demand 'tell us whussup' No need, one look & they all shut up See it's written all over, anyone could see. no matter how my daily attitude seems and i`m tired of missin' when I been replaced & i'm tired of the world knowin your mistakes. My body's bouta follow suit 'cuz i ponder every memory of you & every attempt to just let it go, just keeps in a knot. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved before.. but I don't wanna hear no more. a thousand times I close my eyes, wishin' I could turn back the hands of time. I tried to tell myself -- i'd never loved ya` ..I lied. I LOVE YOU!!!