hrm.
Recent events have gotten me thinking about the relationships I have with others in my life. It's weird, there are a few people that no matter what happens in our own respective lives, there's a certain weird kind of relationship dynamic that either both of us just expects or just one expects. It's hard to explain, but some people will only be one thing for you. And once that expectation is there, it's impossible to change, since both people expect it, and when they are together, they both carry out the expectation because, well, that's just what they do. Is that making any sense? One of those relationships in particular I wish I could change.. but I don't think it ever will. And until the relationship changes, I will just choose to avoid it because the expectation is something I just am not comfortable with anymore.
On a happier note, it's funny how one small event can seriously boost your self-esteem. And that's all I'll say about that :)
On a happier note, it's funny how one small event can seriously boost your self-esteem. And that's all I'll say about that :)