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[__ostentatious]

"do you wonder how i am
or whatever became of me
do you envision my thin face
where the beaten go to drink?
i didn't want to cut that cord,
you sucked the life right out of me.
do you regret choices you've made?
i guess i was a mistake.
i guess i'm your big mistake.
well happy birthday anyway.
happy birthday."