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i'm so stressed out right now with everything. studying for freaking regents and realizing how much i hate most of my teachers. especially english. we freaking haven't even read all the books we were supposed to and we didn't even do a poetry unit. i hate mr. carroll and i lost my independent reading book and i dont even know what i am suppose to be doing for that project because he hasn't said anything about it in over a week. and we have a stupid song project due tomorrow which i probably wont do and its so stupid.. whats it supposed to teach me?? and then for the final everyone else had done like 10 of those types of essays in class and we did how many? like maybe 1 i'm not even sure if we did one. yeah great teacher he is. and i walk into french today and mrs. rayton tells us we have our speaking final today? that's cute too.and mr. v is just frustrating because we still haven't even learned everything yet. ughh i hate school & i can't wait till its over.
and then i never even signed up for volleyball camps so i doubt i can get in to any and im just soo soo soo frustrated beyond belief about that. ughh
and math b i am going to fail definitly. no doubt about it. wow it seems like i pretty much hate my life right now, but i know i dont.
young girl steps out to her window
drops her hopes and dreams and just lets go
said the world's too much to take<33
..i know things we'll be so much better when summers here. i just need it now.