Aug 15, 2004 00:55
everything i say seems so petty. i hate how i can't say anything smart, or anything worth listening to. i wish i could hold up an actual conversation and i wish i was mildly interesting in some way. and i really wish i wasn't in such a terrible mood right now, cause otherwise i wouldn't be talking like this.
i had a great night. it was well spent. but as soon as i got home i was just in this mood. i've been in it all day actually. but now it's just bad. i love how i can't explain anything, yeah it's wonderful.
this is getting a little ridiculous, don't you think.
"you have no idea what i'm talking about, i'm sure. but don't worry. you will someday."