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Dear you.
You know what you are.
I was thinking, alot. About this whole thing, and her.
1. Yes we have come to the conclusion that she doesn't deserve it in anyway shape or form, and that will not change. She cannot take back what she said. It was rude, disrespectful and totally uncalled for. But I was thinking, if she happed to find a way into this whole plan we have, our weekend and what not; what would hurt me the most, is...I know if she was to come, they'd probably be happy to meet someone new, and yes, they would probably have fun with her, but it would honestly hurt me to see them smiling with her after knowing what she said. & that isn't fair..to them. at all. and they don't even know it.
Maybe that's gay and cheesey, I don't know. But it would hurt.
2. You know that necklace I bought at American Eagle, with all the little charms on it. The one I used to wear all the time and never do anymore. Well I was thinking, for a few of them, that like we acually know. Paul. Yaya and whoever else. If I was to buy 4 chains & give them one charm each. One says Strength, one says Believe, one says True and one says Love. Would that be cool for 4 of them? We wouldn't put it in the bag, just give it to them sometime over the weekend.
3. I was going to say to you.
We have to make a promise, that the year we both turn 18, we have to go down there during the summer for 2 weeks. & we wouldn't be able to back out of it, no matter what, but then I realized that thats next summer. lmao. Maybe? I dont know. Might be kinda soon to get the money? yes no? How about the summer we turn 19. That would be 2008?
Love Me.