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it hurts but the pain is easing
maybe because i want a second chance and i might get on if i get my shit together

i love you like rick james loves crack

i cant bear to take off the jewelery... the days are ok but the nights are horrible

i cant believe i ever thought i could want to be without him

i cant believe it came out of my mouth

but i made my bed and i have to lie in it... for now

i pray to whatever higher power to give me the resources i need to grow up enough so that i can be with my love again...

sigh.
but the tears keep coming