It can't be helped

[__only_dust__]

I want to know why i have this affinity for things that are bad for me

I am so fucked up in the head its not funny
(yesterdays acid trip highlights this fact)

Now im not saying anything bad like Ohhh boohoo end my life.

But HONESTLY, wtf is wrong up in brain central lol

One thing i do have to say is that
sometimes i feel so confused
i dont know what i want

Go figure.

My cousin wont stop buggin me.
goddess
is nt it enough?

but i want to go home
and i want to rest.
and it doesnt matter cuz i am happy

enough