Hard on the Heart

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I cant take it.
Its so much to bear.

the loneliness most of all.
but besides that, being stuck at home is killing me

all ive done these last two days is cry
i dont know
im just tired of high school
im tired of living at home
tired in the literal sense

work is impossible to bear knowing that afterwards
ill just be coming home to an empty house
with no boyfriend to pass the time with
i miss him incredibly
tremdously

its only been two days
but its been torture

my moms acting like a cunt
i havent smoked in awhile
and basically im in a craptastic mood.