Jan 27, 2004 13:49
well. im not feeling to good, but its not like anyone cares&im well aware of it. but whether anyone does, im going to speak how i feel. has anyone felt like there life is completly gone because you lost someone who meant the world to you? i am stuck in 2 positions..im not mentioning any names. a few people took this person away from me, and i cant deal with it. im falling apart, this person was such an impact on my life. i just wish i could go up to the people&start to yell@them but i cant, its not that easy. i mean..maybe this person is happy how it is now, maybe he is better off without me. i mean it never really mattered to him when i lost him. ergh, i bet you all know who i am talking about but whatever. (this is about 2 people, if you take it into perspective one is calman, i dont wish to tell the other person..but its obvious) calmaniloveyoumorethananythinginthisworld&iftherewasanythingicoulddotohaveyoubackiwoulddoit.
im very bored so i came across this&i thought that i'd fill it out<3
My Perfect Guy
Hair color: doesnt matter
Eye color: oh i love eyes.. hmm any
Height: like 5'4-5'10
Six pack: good quality. but i like skinny boys :)
Long or short hair: mmm, totally long
Glasses: sure
Piercings: lip&nipples are sexy.
Scars: um no
Eyebrows: um neatly shaped.
Big butt or little: um, not a big butt..but i guess average.
Buff or skinny:skinny is sexy.
Funny or serious:serious with a tint of funny in it.
Party or stay at home: aw i like staying at home.
Should he cook or bake: both, i cant do either one.
Should he have a best friend: yes of course, me :)
Should he have a lotta girlfriends: nononoon. definitly not.
Outgoing or shy: shy
Sarcastic or sincere: sincere
Should he love his mother: oh no doubt yes
Should he watch chick flicks: um, no?
Would he be a smoker: no.
Would he drink: preferibly no.
Would he swear: i dont like it.
Would he play with your hair: mmm yes.
One or more girls at a time: huh?
Would he pay for dates: yes
Does he kiss on the first date: depends.
Where would you go to dinner: would be up to him.
Would he bring you flowers: ew, sounds like some love story.
Would he lay under the stars with you: whoa, yes.
Would he write poetry about you: indeed.
Would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: baby
Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: eh.
Would you hang out with him and HIS friends: if he wants.
Will he walk you to the door at the end: yes very polite.
Holding hands: yes
Soccer: ew, no.
Baseball:wouldnt mind it.
Basketball:no, dont like basketball@all.
Football: eh, some.
Water polo:definitly not.
Surf: ooo baby, yes.
Skateboard: eh maybe.
Snowboard: mmm, sure.
Sing: psh, to me yes. :-)
Play guitar: oh my god, totally.
Play piano:aw, yes.
Play drums:sure.
Clean his room:eh doesnt bother me
Paint, draw, sculpt: draw/paint.
Writes his own music:mhm.
Use the word dude:sexy, just not referring dude to me.
Use the word tight: no way.
Would he watch the sunrise with you: yes very romantic.
What kind of car does he drive: something vintage.
How old is he: not older than like 16-17.
What would his name be: something sexy.. and umm unique.
"HOLD ONTO THIS EMOTION, HOLD ONTO ME TONIGHT, LOVES AN INFINITE OCEAN, DONT LET IT DIE. "
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