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im going to just keep it public for now, being i dont write in here alot and im just going to keep alot of things to myself.
my icon=me not knowing what else to use, so the x is for me crossing out the icon section.
dear diary,
why does it have to be this way? why do i have to sit here and wish that i could have tooken back every fuck up i had made in the past? if only i could start over, i'd make everything so much better. i cant take anything i've done back as much as i wish i could. your the only thing on my mind, and i cant take it anymore. you consume my heart, my mind,my dreams, my thoughts, everything. why wont you just leave? stop hurting me more and more, i already know im a fuck up; theres no need for reminding. i told you im fucking sorry, sorry means nothing anymore though. im going to try so hard to move on, no matter how hard it is. i'll cry myself to sleep everynight knowing that your okay with everything that has happened, while i still wonder. its wonderful to know one of us is okay. but..please angel, just do me one favor...never forget what we once had. it may not have meant much to you, but it meant the world to me.
love always,
lindsay
you want to know why i hate you?
well i'll try and explain...
you remember that day in Paris
when we wandered through the rain
and promised to each other
that we'd always think the same
and dreamed that dream
to be two souls as one
and stopped just as the sun set
and waited for the night
outside a glittering building
of glittering glass and burning light..
my icon=me not knowing what else to use, so the x is for me crossing out the icon section.
dear diary,
why does it have to be this way? why do i have to sit here and wish that i could have tooken back every fuck up i had made in the past? if only i could start over, i'd make everything so much better. i cant take anything i've done back as much as i wish i could. your the only thing on my mind, and i cant take it anymore. you consume my heart, my mind,my dreams, my thoughts, everything. why wont you just leave? stop hurting me more and more, i already know im a fuck up; theres no need for reminding. i told you im fucking sorry, sorry means nothing anymore though. im going to try so hard to move on, no matter how hard it is. i'll cry myself to sleep everynight knowing that your okay with everything that has happened, while i still wonder. its wonderful to know one of us is okay. but..please angel, just do me one favor...never forget what we once had. it may not have meant much to you, but it meant the world to me.
love always,
lindsay
you want to know why i hate you?
well i'll try and explain...
you remember that day in Paris
when we wandered through the rain
and promised to each other
that we'd always think the same
and dreamed that dream
to be two souls as one
and stopped just as the sun set
and waited for the night
outside a glittering building
of glittering glass and burning light..