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killyourself. i hate you. mhm. :D uftsdfsdhjn;.
sorry world, for existing.
once again a million&one things on my mind. LEAVE ME ALONE STUPID THOUGHTS. god. they just get better and better. psh.
okay, so i guess my day is starting off okay. i am like happy that i can actually fall asleep at night. toni helped me with the whole situation,or atleast gave me a different perspective of it all. it made me feel 100 times better about everything. yeah, im over that now. sort of.
after school, im walking home with alicia(as usual)&my dad wants me to work for him a couple hours of the week, so i said sure. so once lee goes home im going to head over to my dads work, i dont know what time i will be home. chris gets out of work at 8:00, i really hope i get to see him tonight. we planned on hanging out, but i couldnt promise it because i have no idea what time i will get home by. psh.
brrrrr. its very cold&ihave to use the bathroom. this teacher never lets me though. i keep sneezing, jesus. its nuts.
derek-just wanted to let you know that im here for you if you need anything, anything at all.<3
paul says hi, we are in computer class. its a beautiful day out. :) okay well i am going to go, i will update later on. i promise.
solong.
hello. its like 7:00 now, mhm. wow. crazy day. i wrote brian a note to like end whatever was going on&he wrote me a note back. it was a bit intense. i feel really bad :( briannnn. if you read this im really sorry for hurting you. i just cant see you as more then a friend. anyways. my night was okay..since i wasnt feeling good i just relaxed. chris called me once he got home from school(we texted during the day), and stuff. i went&got my eyebrows done really quick then i called him back as soon as i got home. he came over before work. we just relaxed, layed down, watched some tv. as for tonight, he wants to come over. i was supposed to go&work with my dad but i dont feel good. i really really dont feel good. so i might just go to bed early. tomorrow hopefully, actually definitly i will see christopher. cant wait yo. heh. okay well im going to go. <3
EDIT wow. sweetiest thing happened tonight. i wasnt feeling good at all, so chris called me&was like i have soup for us. :) so he came over at like 8:00 left around 9:10. we had soup, talked a bit, &just enjoyed the time we had together. heh. how sweet? mhm.
<3CHRIS<3
i'll never look back. i'll never give my heart to you again. but that's alright. yeah that's alright. i'm far past the point of return tonight. and there's no lesson here to be learned tonight. except to never fall in love again.
sorry world, for existing.
once again a million&one things on my mind. LEAVE ME ALONE STUPID THOUGHTS. god. they just get better and better. psh.
okay, so i guess my day is starting off okay. i am like happy that i can actually fall asleep at night. toni helped me with the whole situation,or atleast gave me a different perspective of it all. it made me feel 100 times better about everything. yeah, im over that now. sort of.
after school, im walking home with alicia(as usual)&my dad wants me to work for him a couple hours of the week, so i said sure. so once lee goes home im going to head over to my dads work, i dont know what time i will be home. chris gets out of work at 8:00, i really hope i get to see him tonight. we planned on hanging out, but i couldnt promise it because i have no idea what time i will get home by. psh.
brrrrr. its very cold&ihave to use the bathroom. this teacher never lets me though. i keep sneezing, jesus. its nuts.
derek-just wanted to let you know that im here for you if you need anything, anything at all.<3
paul says hi, we are in computer class. its a beautiful day out. :) okay well i am going to go, i will update later on. i promise.
solong.
hello. its like 7:00 now, mhm. wow. crazy day. i wrote brian a note to like end whatever was going on&he wrote me a note back. it was a bit intense. i feel really bad :( briannnn. if you read this im really sorry for hurting you. i just cant see you as more then a friend. anyways. my night was okay..since i wasnt feeling good i just relaxed. chris called me once he got home from school(we texted during the day), and stuff. i went&got my eyebrows done really quick then i called him back as soon as i got home. he came over before work. we just relaxed, layed down, watched some tv. as for tonight, he wants to come over. i was supposed to go&work with my dad but i dont feel good. i really really dont feel good. so i might just go to bed early. tomorrow hopefully, actually definitly i will see christopher. cant wait yo. heh. okay well im going to go. <3
EDIT wow. sweetiest thing happened tonight. i wasnt feeling good at all, so chris called me&was like i have soup for us. :) so he came over at like 8:00 left around 9:10. we had soup, talked a bit, &just enjoyed the time we had together. heh. how sweet? mhm.
<3CHRIS<3
i'll never look back. i'll never give my heart to you again. but that's alright. yeah that's alright. i'm far past the point of return tonight. and there's no lesson here to be learned tonight. except to never fall in love again.