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im sorry&this time i mean it more then ever. i cant stop thinking about you. you are slowly tearing away at what surrounds my heart. your doing quiet a good job at it too. soon, you will have that what you are searching for. for me to be miserable. maybe im not good enough for you. i believe that when the situation comes up i wont be able to handle it. i deserve it, i have hurt you but i am almost sure that this time i won't. you are everything i ever wanted so for what reason would i ever want to jeapordize that? you mean more to me than anything in this world. i'm me when i'm with you. i don't feel like half of a person when i'm not with you. your love makes me feel whole, complete. nothing in the world would ever make that change. my every smile is for you. i am consumed by you. all my thought are filled with you,&only you. i love you. theres no need to ever question that. i wouldnt lie. :(
yeah,&maybe if i didnt feel that way i wouldnt have had such a bad day. im hoping everyone was much better than mine.
mm,bye.
edit i've lost all my hopes&dreams. you were what lead me to them. somethings arent worth my time, somethings are worth more then anything. i cant tell the difference between true&false. i wish you'd care as much as i care.
and i don't want to say that i wasted my days chasing instead of catching keeping. wasting wishes on copper and stars. i'm wanting you to save me and i'm not only asking. because i can face this falling it's just the taking that i fell. i'm breaking down.
yeah,&maybe if i didnt feel that way i wouldnt have had such a bad day. im hoping everyone was much better than mine.
mm,bye.
edit i've lost all my hopes&dreams. you were what lead me to them. somethings arent worth my time, somethings are worth more then anything. i cant tell the difference between true&false. i wish you'd care as much as i care.
and i don't want to say that i wasted my days chasing instead of catching keeping. wasting wishes on copper and stars. i'm wanting you to save me and i'm not only asking. because i can face this falling it's just the taking that i fell. i'm breaking down.