Feb 05, 2005 10:12
Everytime I'm around Daniel, I die a little.
And by a little, I mean alot.
Sorry for being so down at the show Josh....I just had alot of thinking to do.
I mean, fuck. If I attract guys like Daniel, which I ALWAYS have, it makes me wonder what kind of image I'm putting out there. Yes, I am young. Yes, I want to have fun.
But what the fuck. I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS seem to pick the kids who are really fucking retarded.
Except for Corey. He's such a nice kid. And he's mine, only mine. I don't have to spend time trying to make him "See" that I'm better than other girls. I don't have to front around him. We're just...there. And last night, honestly, I could've lost all that. Daniel's a gorgeous kid, I can't deny it. But I couldn't do anything. Anything at all. (ThankyouJoshforremindingmeThankyouThankyou)
I get to see Corey tonight....And that makes me feel more wonderful than anything Daniel could've said.