and the stars refuse to shine for you, they do it just to spite...
I'M BACK IN THE STATES!!
(that was more of a neutral declaration than an excited one.)
i cried more times today than ever before in one day i think:
-when passing baker street on the bus to paddington
-waiting for andy in paddington station
-saying goodbye to andy
-the entire heathrow express ride
-waiting for my plane to depart in the gate
-when the plane took off from london
-arriving in chicago
-arriving in phoenix
-baggage claim
-driving into my parent's neighborhood
-when i saw my dog (i think that i was just so exhausted and used to crying at that point that any real emotion elicited tears)
...i think that's it.
i'm pathetic, i know, but it's been eleven months since i've been in the states and on my first day back tomorrow: my mom is out of town, my dad is starting his new job, my brother is working, and my one good friend in phoenix for the summer is out of town. so basically, i'll be crying and sleeping and maybe organizing.
oh, and i just found out i don't have a mobile phone here and i have to get a new number. plus, it's a lot bigger than i remembered; if i want a new one, i have to sign a two year contract. but i'm not doing that. i'm gone in a year (i think i'm going to stay at my lame job in tucson next summer to save up some money before going to south america).
so the moral of the story is, if you're in the phoenix area, or even if you're not, call my parents house (let me know if you need the number) and make me feel a bit happier.
because i'm not right now.
cheers.
(that was more of a neutral declaration than an excited one.)
i cried more times today than ever before in one day i think:
-when passing baker street on the bus to paddington
-waiting for andy in paddington station
-saying goodbye to andy
-the entire heathrow express ride
-waiting for my plane to depart in the gate
-when the plane took off from london
-arriving in chicago
-arriving in phoenix
-baggage claim
-driving into my parent's neighborhood
-when i saw my dog (i think that i was just so exhausted and used to crying at that point that any real emotion elicited tears)
...i think that's it.
i'm pathetic, i know, but it's been eleven months since i've been in the states and on my first day back tomorrow: my mom is out of town, my dad is starting his new job, my brother is working, and my one good friend in phoenix for the summer is out of town. so basically, i'll be crying and sleeping and maybe organizing.
oh, and i just found out i don't have a mobile phone here and i have to get a new number. plus, it's a lot bigger than i remembered; if i want a new one, i have to sign a two year contract. but i'm not doing that. i'm gone in a year (i think i'm going to stay at my lame job in tucson next summer to save up some money before going to south america).
so the moral of the story is, if you're in the phoenix area, or even if you're not, call my parents house (let me know if you need the number) and make me feel a bit happier.
because i'm not right now.
cheers.