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I don't know why, but it seems like I've been more secluded when it comes to fandom stuff. Well, compared to my high school years.
I mean, I'm debating over submitting this icon on an icon contest just for the heck of it and a part of me is like "sure" and the other is not really sure x_X. If this was a couple of years ago, I would have submitted it in a heartbeat, but now I'm still double-thinking.
It also goes for fanfiction. I mean, sure... it's partly because the fandoms I write for don't exist are very small but I could always post the fanfics that I have written so that I could hopefully spur others to write for those fandoms too... but I again, I find myself hesitating.
And as I have said, I don't know why.
Is it age?
Or is it just my innate perfectionist self?
I think its because those things are what is representative of who I am in this world of pixels and well, if it sucks then I kinda suck too. And I wouldn't want that, now, wouldn't I?
Eh, I think I'll just do it... I mean, just for the heck of it right? Plus, it would help me improve. :D
On that note, I need a new layout and I need to code sapphirewolf22's layout too. I'll get into that when I do :P ^_^. Plus, actually be a good mod over at nivola :D.
That's it for now. Wish me luck ^_^.
I mean, I'm debating over submitting this icon on an icon contest just for the heck of it and a part of me is like "sure" and the other is not really sure x_X. If this was a couple of years ago, I would have submitted it in a heartbeat, but now I'm still double-thinking.
It also goes for fanfiction. I mean, sure... it's partly because the fandoms I write for don't exist are very small but I could always post the fanfics that I have written so that I could hopefully spur others to write for those fandoms too... but I again, I find myself hesitating.
And as I have said, I don't know why.
Is it age?
Or is it just my innate perfectionist self?
I think its because those things are what is representative of who I am in this world of pixels and well, if it sucks then I kinda suck too. And I wouldn't want that, now, wouldn't I?
Eh, I think I'll just do it... I mean, just for the heck of it right? Plus, it would help me improve. :D
On that note, I need a new layout and I need to code sapphirewolf22's layout too. I'll get into that when I do :P ^_^. Plus, actually be a good mod over at nivola :D.
That's it for now. Wish me luck ^_^.