Chander. I won't deny that I don't like doing this. But I can't comment in Eli's LJ. And there are things I need to say to him. Tell him this. From me. "You don't want to hear from me. You hate me. You may think I hate you. I don't. I will always, always love you. I'm your older brother. I hate to see you like this. Please, Eli. Not everyone hates you. I see you for the incredible person you are; talented beyond your years in so many ways. I see your incredible understanding and wonder at the world around you, and your eloquent delivery to us of the pain you're going through. It takes enormous courage to admit that. And I say: Today, tomorrow, always, I am proud to have you as a brother. I am proud to know you. I am proud of what you have accomplished, and what you haven't but will; books unwritten, symphonies uncomposed, great secrets undiscovered. I could not ask for a better brother than you, nor would there be one if I should be inclined to so ask. I love you. Signed, Someone who is never lost to you forever."
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Dye is my lovechild. Fun, but not always wanted.
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oh, lovechildren.
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I won't deny that I don't like doing this. But I can't comment in Eli's LJ. And there are things I need to say to him.
Tell him this. From me.
"You don't want to hear from me. You hate me. You may think I hate you.
I don't. I will always, always love you. I'm your older brother. I hate to see you like this. Please, Eli. Not everyone hates you. I see you for the incredible person you are; talented beyond your years in so many ways. I see your incredible understanding and wonder at the world around you, and your eloquent delivery to us of the pain you're going through. It takes enormous courage to admit that.
And I say: Today, tomorrow, always, I am proud to have you as a brother. I am proud to know you. I am proud of what you have accomplished, and what you haven't but will; books unwritten, symphonies uncomposed, great secrets undiscovered. I could not ask for a better brother than you, nor would there be one if I should be inclined to so ask.
I love you.
Signed,
Someone who is never lost to you forever."
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