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Everything's been alright.
It's kinda nice being out on my own. Being able to crack open a smirnoff in the hot tub, and smoke cigarettes in my bedroom, and smoke hookah in the living room.
It's not so nice feeling as if I'm losing the only person who has ever loved me. I miss you, Dave. I want to be with you more than anything. I don't know life beyond what is you and me. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I just wish we could speed up time, like we do when everything's going right. Even though everything is going well, I need you more than ever.
It's kinda nice being out on my own. Being able to crack open a smirnoff in the hot tub, and smoke cigarettes in my bedroom, and smoke hookah in the living room.
It's not so nice feeling as if I'm losing the only person who has ever loved me. I miss you, Dave. I want to be with you more than anything. I don't know life beyond what is you and me. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I just wish we could speed up time, like we do when everything's going right. Even though everything is going well, I need you more than ever.